1. resting

    it is joy but is also sorrow in these moments

    for so long it seemed as if it was me

    turning the clock of lived history

    hoisting time as a sail held by gromets

    it is joy because you are wind and rudder

    this ship this boat this boy is breathing new air

    with a head up to the horizon i steady a glare

    as you invade my course i begin to shutter

    becasue it is sorrow in this loss of control

    sails wipp the seas ebb and flow

    and you invite me to rest unable to know

    as you spin the clocks and land where sea meets knoll